Don't worry about finding that perfect black dress to wear to my funeral I think I'm going to make it though this weekend. I've got a lot to live for. My future career as a model begins on Monday; modeling a burlap sack. But hey we've all got to start somewhere. Also in 6 weeks I could be on my way home back to Naperville. Home sweet home.
I think that's one of the main things I miss while out here at college. I don't live in a home I live in an apartment, and it's just not the same. It's not the same without little siblings running around and parents going about their own business but not far when you call out their name. Being at Talia's house was probably one of my favorite weekends of this year. Because life was just so easy. Mrs. Greer made me feel like I'd been to their house every Friday night for the past year. Playing cards with Zeek and all his little 10 year old friends. It was a relief and actually incredibly fun to just sit around a kitchen table in a worn & cozy home. Age really didn't matter at that table 3 college girls, 1 senior in high school and probably seven 10 year old boys, one 50 something year old mom and dad. In face it was our variety of ages and experiences and such different lives that seemed to make the table to lively and fun. I just miss that, here at college everyone lives in apartments or old beat up houses, but not very many homes.
Ah i just can't wait until summer. I just love it! Sun. Bonfires. Chacos. Acroyoga. Pools. Bikes. Popsicles. Running. Friends. Family. What more could i want
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